He told me all the things that I don’t want to hear. Yeah, now I know that I’m so wrong. I did something that he hate. I hurt his heart. I ruined his day. And now, I’m crying like a looser. I hate being on this situation. Which is the bad person is me. Yeah, no one wants to be bad person. No one wants to be the mean one. But, I was mean to him. I’m wrong in every situation and I act like kids! I wasn’t mature enough.
Now, I’m feeling like I don’t able to love him again. I just don’t proper to do that again. He have to find another person that better than me to love him. He just have to do that. I know, I’ll no good if he leave but, I’ll do everything to make him feel no pain. I won’t see him cry. I won’t see him cry because of me. I just… a destroyer.
I’m crying all night long. I’m such a dork this night. I’m trying to stop crying but my tears just come out and it support others tears to come out (?).
